This seems to be the only place that I can post this...sigh... anyway the fustrations creator is of course my BF...sigh...
As always I always have little family gatherings with my uncles or aunties depending if anyone suggesting it at anytime we felt like it, and of course due to the simple reason that he is my BF the invitation also extended to him. But then he always thinks that there is always an agenda in the gatherings...which is to scrutinise him....(-_-;) From now on, I'm suppose to make up reasons of why he cannot join the us (family) for any drinking...eating... or chatting sessions... The reasons he gave me is that he felt that he is being watched and analysed(Fair enough)...he does not like that. He is not used to go out with family as he doesn't have much family members and they only gather for meal during occasion and no one care abt what others is doing...(well maybe he have a pt but aren't family also like friends? At least for me...have to understand better that many people think friends are friends and family are family...they don't co-exist and should be treated very differently) He said that he also doesn't care abt my family as it is me that is impt... (I felt slapped in the face, as I always hope my other half can fit into the family... and it seems that he does not wanna do so.)
Today I've made the mistake of not puting him on the first priority list again. Suppose to meet him @ 3pm @ Cityhall... I left Tampines to eat with my group at Suntec @ nearly 2pm and we still have plans to do a group shopping due to a 50% off voucher. Thus completely miss meeting him at 3pm as I'm still eating...:P (too hungry to think abt anything but eat), he is pissed. Told him I will go right away to meet him and asked him if he wanna join us first but thru sms he said that since my agenda is to buy clothes...(told him before) I should go get them first before meeting him and he don't wanna join us. The shopping due to the number of people in the group got dragged...thus I sms him to see if he wanna join me so he does not have to wait alone... of course the invitation is refused again..thus I asked him if he want me to go look for him since I've finished choosing wat I want already and is waiting for the others to finished...but he say I should wait till payment...thus I waited... then he got even pissed off.
When I rushed over to meet him after everything... it is abt 5pm. Thus got a very black black face waiting for me. :( Sigh... then he say since he said 3pm I should be there at 3pm... but I didn't... (entirely my fault), then I let him wait for so long just for a 50% discount... he say it is not like he can't affort to buy for me... (don't know wat to say)... then he say next time tell him that I cannot meet due to other appointments... (hey I didn't know it will drag!) hmz.... don't know la...next time better adhere to the time and even if with someone else should just tell them that I need to leave even when he say it is okie... as it is never okie for him....sigh... Argh! The reason why he doesn't wanna meet me there is probably because my sister is there.
